::靜夜思::

替我愛你

就因為發現你眼底　閃動為我牽掛的猶豫
這些日子為你亂的心　忽然全都釋懷平靜
關於她不完全怪你　是我大意讓她靠近你
對愛情自己是太自信　失敗了　我輸得起

過去　已經過去　眼前　你要珍惜　Ham~~如果她願意

替我愛你　就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心　善解人意　她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你　就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提　就到這裡　我真心願意讓她替我愛你

作詞：黃祖蔭　作曲：Tommy Wu　編曲：屠穎　演唱：田馥甄Hebe

懸崖定律

2009年3月3日星期二

was reading a novel online, then suddenlt come to this quote... thought it is interesint to share :P

for those who read a lot of 金庸/梁羽生/古龍, you will find this pattern quite true...lol

想要學到絕世武功嗎？想要神兵利器嗎？想要遇到生死不渝的伴侶嗎？勇敢的跳下懸崖吧！只要勇敢跳下去，就可以帶著美女和絕世武藝重出江湖/現在報名，三人同行，一人免費喔～☆

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
清晨7:28

an end, a beginning

ok. i am doing this because i really cant sleep ><. i know i still got OB project and Stats quiz to study, but juz feel there is an urge to come here and swipe off the dust... exactly 2 month after my last post :P

so during these 2 months, i finally managed to get myself a hall, so dun have to squat anymore =) very proud to have my own study table/internet/bed now!! hahaha

last friday is my first [probably last] CO concert. I really enjoy myself very much during the concert [though i still dun appreciate the conductor's conducting style ><]. quote Jovi, our section is the most insane and lamest section [as what bass section has always been] :P, and i had a lot of fun with all my section mates ^^ and i managed to know the principal from SYCO!! so cool!!!

The whole CO experience is a very new thing to me. After playing strings and orchestra for so many years, it feels interesting to join Chinese orchestra and to know more about Chinese instruments =) i got to play almost every instrument in CO [except all the woodwinds... coz got saliva X(]. The times when we sat together and bitch about the conductor is also really fun and interesting*wink*.. I must say, 華樂裡真的都是一些好人丫!! [em... bitching and good guys do not seem to have a link....]

This sem, I got an awesome OB group mate. It was also my first time to stay in school until 2.30am to rush through the project+run through+refine, my first time to go SMU for meeting [and was accused for stealing their sch's university..lol] . the guys in my group are really gentlemen.too bad no feeling...haha.

I was really blessed to have the accountancy course coordinator to be my tutor.. to save my horrible accountancy results >< color="#33ffff">[my tutor is very proud of his office].

though, i am quitting CO next sem [maybe only playing as guest player after that]; though i might not manage to get a hall next sem, at least i have a lot of good memories this sem =) it has been a wonder year so far...

Thank you all for everything ^^ *muack*
hope this good feeling continues all the way!!

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
凌晨12:03

100 posts

2009年1月3日星期六

MUHAHAHAHA... this is my No.100 post =) ok. i know this is not a big number for some of you, but it is an achievement for me ^^ *灑小花~*

my last post announced that i went back to Taiwan, and this post is to announce that I AM BACK TO SINGAPORE !!! [i want to stay in Taiwan!! I still got a lot of food haven't tried yet ><]

this time my family didn't go oversea, but we went to southern part of Taiwan. It's my first time seeing the FULL RAINBOW!! [i am really proud of it so i am telling everyone about it ;P] and we went to set fire in a field with lighter ONLY [there is underground gasoline], spent 3 hours driving without knowing where are we going [coz we are lost =.=鬼打牆].... got a lot of fun and great memory during the trip =)

WHY MUST SCHOOL START SO EARLY !!!! :~>.<~: talking about school, i got a really slack but irritating timetable next term.. i got 2hour lesson on monday and thursday, which means i need to travel 4 hours for the 2 hour lesson >< think need to ask ah ma if she can let me squat again then =.=

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
上午11:08

finally, TAIWAN

2008年12月1日星期一

i am back home, finally.

the moment i have been looking for ever since 2 months ago. quite a lot of things happening in Singapore in the past few months, and i really need recharge now. although taiwan is as mezzy, noisy, and i almost gonna knock down by car twice, i still feel great to be back here =)

time for a holiday, and tons of comics!! countless variety shows!! relatives!! and most importantly, GOOD FOOD!!!

<3TAIWAN<3,here i come!!

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
上午10:16

NTU 卡拉OK行

2008年11月26日星期三

went singing with my NTU friends yesterday =)

when we were meeting at the ChinaTown Mrt station, one of our friends suddenly mentioned our class guys were coming here to sing too... and they were going to some $10 singingplace [where we were going as well].... but since we didnt see any of them there, we thought they were not going the same place as us. when we reached the venue, we poped our heads around for fun, juz to see the guys are here too. then we realized THEY ARE RIGHT NEXT TO OUR ROOM!!!

lol... what a coincidence. felt like kind of class gathering ;p

it turned up to be one of our claz guy's 21st birthday so they were there to celebrate for him. the girls joined the guy's room to sing the birthday song for him =) then the waitor came in and was shocked that everyone in our room disappeared... haha. but he still managed to find us next door lah [coz he was passing the bill to the guys too :p]

then we stayed in the guys' room to sing 男女對唱... first time singing that with guys ^^ so quite fun [but the girls were more in tune...haha]. we went back to our room only becoz we saw some stranger walking around outside our room so wanna check if our things still there. then Kim Yein wanna continue her 對的人 [coz we told her if we dun go back, her 對的人就要變成錯的人了....lol]

Overall, it was quite a fun experience. and got to see Zixin's accompnaiment dance...haha. too bad not joining sentosa with them today. hopefully next year can still be in the same class with them, and go out again together ^^

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
晚上7:54

end of exam... HURRAY!!

2008年11月25日星期二

what is worse than having 2 papers on the same day?

it is to be sick yet still have to take the 2 papers.

have been sick since thursday. quite sudden. like "pia" then start to have running nose, then next day sore throat+ coughing. can't really study for my exam. and still got YO and need to work during weekend >< exam =")" color="#33ffff">[or else i think i will never step into the shop... rather expensive =.='' lol]

the food there is really nice ^^ and quite a lot of choices too [we had a hard time deciding what to eat :P ] . good place to recommend for future dinning venue ;) [limited to every monday and for ladies only.... haha]

think we are going singing today [no, it is not kbox]. kim yein said she knows a place in chinatown that is only $10 and got free flow of drinks + some biscuits... want to drop by and see =) hopefully my throat is slightly better now, or else can only be cheerleaders or eater then ;P

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
上午9:56

betrayed

2008年11月20日星期四

i thought i could be over with it. apparently i can't. that's why i am here to 發洩....

getting enough from people who took things from me for granted and then use them to gain creditts from others.

i have been treating you like my real friend, even though i have heard about how are you like from others, but i still have faith in you.

AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT ME

i was really angry when i received the call. can't believe you did it to me...

so, i should take back all my trust in you
as you have wasted all the faith i have in you

from today onwards,
I will not regard you as my good friend anymore.

because you don't deserve it.

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
上午10:56

the other side of the story

2008年11月7日星期五

met my ex-classmate last night. she has been training hockey in CCAB for 3 months but that was the first time i met her XP

as usual, we started chatting abt the old sch life, our life in university, exchange information about other ex-classmates blah blah blah. then she mentioned somethings to me which i wasn't aware of in my life.

sometimes, what you see doesn't mean what it is.

sometimes, when love is lack of excitement, you won't want to continue with it anymore.

the main conclusion i got from her last night. it strikes me quite hard. as i never thought about them before.

maybe like what eliz said, unless someone come straight to me and say he loves me, i would never find out. love, is juz too far away for me X(

however, there is something which she mentioned and i did agree with it:

we are all looking for accompanyment. so sometimes, even if we are together, we are not the real friends towards each other. we juz look like we are friends.

so, you are not my friend. we are just making use of each other, so we don't feel lonely.

the truth is,
人與人之間, 只是一連串利用以及被利用的關係吧...

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
下午2:42

.淑.芳.

Break The Silence

Your Journey Does Not End Here

Never Forget Your Thank Yous

Rewind