過去 已經過去 眼前 你要珍惜 Ham~~如果她願意
替我愛你 就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心 善解人意 她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你 就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提 就到這裡 我真心願意讓她替我愛你
2008年4月27日 星期日
YES~~ I received the offer letter from NTU on Saturday!! although can't get into double degree [duh?! even Elizabeth and YanHeng can't get in...], i am still glad that i can go into NTU accountancy ^*^ next target into get into double major!! YES!!
juz bought a new camera.. coz my darling camera's batteries had spoilt. dunno what happened. juz bought them for 1.5 years [nobody can believe that they dead so fast... but it happened.]. buying a new battery in Singapore is S$60!![it is juz $10 in Taiwan... i check the price online.. feel like BXXT is robbing...]... this camera is in a very good offer. originally $600+, now is $399. the uncleis very nice, gace me two 4G SD card, one 2G SD card, 2 cleaning set, 2 extra batteries and a dry box to keep the camera.. that's quite a lot of thing to me.. not to mention the tripod and the screen protection cover..lol. feel like dancing with it tonight :P
got 2 new tuition student [used to be none]. they are my ex-neighbour's daughters. teach them maths for 1.5 hours each for 2 days every week. it is quite ok with me since i am always not bad in maths.. enjoy spending time with kids anyway :)
hope the lick can continue so that i can either find my student pass in time or able to get a new one soon !
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晚上11:39
2008年4月22日 星期二
this was really how i feel yesterday.
things have been bad. the only good thing happened to me this month was the steamboat at tedson's place. other than that, i have lost my wallet [fifth time], with my student pass cum EZ-link card [third time], a $10 note [numerous time], a lucky charm given by my grandmother [2nd time], my brother and my library cards [1st time for my brother, 1000th time for me] and neo-prints taken with my friends [frequently, thus i dun have any neoprints with me now, again. guess i really can't put them inside my wallet]
then, my 2 batteries for my dear camera were burnt. dun ask me why. the dear camera was alive [tried with a borrowed battery], but the batteries were really DEAD. and my mum's computer also dead [smell burnt near the plug], can't on it anymore. so all my photos in SE, RJCE, YO, Shanghai and Japan trips were all gone.
going on, i have a student who has neither spoke a single word to me nor look at me during her lesson with me for 3 weeks. not to mention about the frustrations received in yo.. ok. i shan't borrow Dinah's words and scream that "GOD HATES ME", becoz practically i think He hates everyone now.
The XXXX officer dun allow me to make a new student pass until i can prove to her that i can get into a university. so i must leave the statue of student for now, until August.
damn it . can't go Kbox and buy student meal anymore.
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下午5:48
2008年4月15日 星期二
juz come back from RJCE concert. it was not as good as i expected. but i do love the last piece [coz it is really grand,,,RJCE+RGSSE]. I kept feeling tt i played the Suite for String Op.1 before.. but i can't rmb the occasion. and both Ngan &Joy claimed tt they never play it before... well, guess it will remain as a mystery :P
The upper strings r not united. the lower string rushed. the octect crashed the last chord wrongly. the RGSSE was ok. but lack of enough dynamic changes... kind of plain. Samuel Tho's solo was great [i dunno he is the SL now... but doing good :)]. guess the King will hate this program. coz the pieces are generally slow and not many things to bang to basses [they seemed quite bored throughout the concert... poor kids]
anyway, was out for dinner [i have been saying it as lunch throughout the day.. finally correct it] with Ngan and Mitch. was gossiping abt the happy days in RJCE and DHSSE. suppose to have it with Joy but she was delayed by work. suppose to buy things for my juniors but nobody supports my idea. was almost late for concert due to the crawling bus [and we only made it in time coz we ran our way in RJ]. suppose to go sports galley but there is no star tonight. suppose to go supper with Ms Ku but it's too late tonight [so postpone to 2nd May, aft DHSSE concert]. lots of "suppose to... but". but overall it is still a great night :P
heard WaiLee have been going back DHS to coach the basses. guess tt's why they dun need me today >< [kind of sad... but relieve too]. should be able to expect something better during the concert [muz do so.. coz my bro is performing ^.^]
looking forward to 2nd May~~
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晚上11:50
2008年4月11日 星期五
the sleeping beauty must have a very boring life.thus she got nothing better to do than sleeping for one whole century. the prince wakes her up by torturing her, treated he like a maid and gave her tons of work that she can never finish. thus she never sleeps for that long in the rest of her life. and they live happily ever after.
that's the conclusion i drew after slacking at home for 4 months. with inspiration from the book "the book of lost things".
after slacking for so long, the only habit that i cultivated was the power to sleep anytime, anywhere, whenever i was bored. so i can sleep at 12noon to 2pm, or 7pm to 10pm.... luckily i still got a job. and i had been really hardworking in my past 10 years, so my mum hasn't been pissed with me yet... though soon.
ok. other than sleeping, i have been doing some readings. "the book of lost things" is a really great book. anyone who still have fantasies on fairy tales should go and read it and face the reality. the chinese version of CSI novel is horrible.. i still love the show better than the novel. was once fond of 禁咒師 by an online writer 蝴蝶. however lost interested in it coz can't find the last book, and most her stories are inter-link. so muz read all to get a whole picture... so tiring. borrowed "Eat, Pray,Love" recommended by Oprah. seems interesting book on TV but i never get to read it... maybe after i finish the Spanish-translated "風之影" on my table then i will consider abt that.
at least YO started again... preparing for the Italy trip. confirmed going. but pieces are not as challenging as the Vienna trip [notes are easier, but rhythm is more tricky]. changed desk partner to Yuze... not used to it coz have been standing with Dinah ever since i joined YO... well, shall continue to trip my best and lead the section =)
YO Bassists rocks =P
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凌晨12:14
2008年4月7日 星期一
this is a question asked by somebody who doubt my sexual preference. coz he can't wooing my friend, and my friend always used me to reject the guy. so one day he asked my friend that whether I am a Lesbian.
My friend was totally pissed when she heard this question. though i was quite ok with it [ mainly becoz he didn't ask it in front of me... or i dun think he is still on earth now :P]
to answer his question, i have tried very hard to think of a better way to clarify his doubts. therefore, i came out with a few answers:
1. YES of course i am a lesbian! it all becoz the fact that the world is filled up with guys like YOU!!
make me totally give up on guys and decide to love girls for the rest of my life!! GL rocks!!
2. Yes. and we dun mind you join us... as long as you are willing to go Thailand and give up that "something", so that you can be part of us ^.^
3. em... good question, actually i dunno too. maybe i shall experience with your dream girl first then i decide.
4. No. actually i am bisexual.
5. No. can't you see i am a MAN~~ well not yet, going to be a man soon... maybe around next year when i returned from Thailand...
ok... these are really crappy answers. juz for gigs :P dun take it too seriously, loser. in case you are reading this post.
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凌晨12:32
2008年4月5日 星期六
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?
well, it's really quite me. i like to try every new thing. i like to experience things i never have a chance to do, and may not have a chance in future. this card makes it sound not bad to be me :PYou are The Wheel of Fortune
intoxication with success
Take the Test to Find Out.
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凌晨3:18
dun be so shocked. i am not in any relationship yet. not attached too. so stop giving that face !!
this question actually popped out for quite a while. quite a number of my friends are having relationships now [either is present tense, present continuous tense, past tense, future tense...] and some of them really like to consult me about their relationships [ok, i admitted i am gossipy, i love to ask people about their romances, i love to read romances, but i dun have any experience in it... so dun expect perfect answer from me, it's juz suggestions...]
after listening to different romances, looking at different couples, this question eventually appeared. to me, love is the feeling that you really want to be with someone, willing to spend the rest of your life with him/her, willing to accept everything about him/her, no matter in which aspects, no matter good or bad. love is respect and care for each other...
maybe i am juz innocent. i have idealized love too much. it may also becoz i have been raised in a full of love family, where my parent really respect each other and love each other. i actually believe tt according to my expectation toward love, i will never get married... well, shall wait and see. if not, i will juz start adoption when i was 30 yr old.
guess love is not juz about control. it shan't based on pity or the sense of being needed. it has to be a two way relationship. it will be boring too if the only common thing you have is your interest... [we used to joke that if 2 ppl who really love music and get married, the way they show their love towards ach other will be : i love Beethoven and his Symphony No.8, but I love you more!!]
think a perfect relation should be one that the couple can cover for each other's weakness and to make themselves better. it doesn't matter whether others think you are matched, as long as you enjoy it... anyway, you won't know if you are suitable for the one unless you try...
dunno why am i typing this. maybe have heard too much romances by now. sounds like love expert writing research papers =.=" wish i can stay this rational even when i were in love.
quote something the Mavis Monkey Army said before: You Never Know ~
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凌晨2:44
2008年4月1日 星期二
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Ngan Ching......
Happy Birthday to Yoooouuuuuuu~~~~
hey woman, you have been one of, if not the best,my great friend in DHS and RJ. our register numbers were near, so we were always partner in Sports. you always teased that you are the victim of my violence, but you never really abandoned my in anything. The first person that share yellow and dirty jokes with me in Singapore ^.< used only purple for this entry, becoz it's your favourite colour.
if you happen to drop by my blog, then you will see that i am right here waiting,
waiting to say: My Friend, Happy Birthday to you ^.^
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上午10:50