2007年5月24日 星期四
for some unknown reason, i start to hate school. start hating studies. I used to think sch is a fun place, where you can meet you good friends and learn together. but even since i come into this place, i feel i keep hanging around with people i unfamiliar with, with classmates that i hate, takiung the subjects that i dun want to take, doing things that i dun want to do. everything i do seems to be another mistake i make. everyone wants something from me and expect something from me, yet i can't fulfill all their wants.
i am tired.
i am really stressed abt school works. all teachers say i have the potential to achieve higher than what i am doing now, but i feel i have reached my limits already. no matter how hard i try, my GP still stays at S and my Geography remains at D. I try to save this 2 subjects, in the end, the grades of all my other subjects start dropping, yet the weaker ones are not improving either. I really dunno what to do. but getting more stress and tire day by day.
i missed the days in DHS, where i really enjoy learning and schooling. the environment is so warm and friendly, while everyone here is so cold and selfish, they never think of others, only care for their own goods. they never do their homework, but expect the teachers to spoon feed them. they never listen in class, yet want me to learn them the lecture notes to copy. they keep asking stupid questions and make noises in class, disturb ppl who are keen of learning...
guess my frequency will never match with the ppl here... =.=
school sucks. so is life.
*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
下午5:52
.淑.芳.
1987年8月七日在地球出現
雖然住在地球,但覺得身邊的人都來自火星
被形容為"有天使的面孔,魔鬼的心腸"
無聊時就會想做奇怪的事
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怪事排行榜
-教變色龍吸煙
-和中學同學以班上同學的名字寫一篇BL+SM的<
美女與野獸>
-在一個禮拜內飛去4個國家
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凡走過必留下足跡:
-Gongshang Primary School
-Dunman High School
-Temasek Junior College for 3 months
-presently in Raffles Junior College
