::靜夜思::

替我愛你

就因為發現你眼底　閃動為我牽掛的猶豫
這些日子為你亂的心　忽然全都釋懷平靜
關於她不完全怪你　是我大意讓她靠近你
對愛情自己是太自信　失敗了　我輸得起

過去　已經過去　眼前　你要珍惜　Ham~~如果她願意

替我愛你　就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心　善解人意　她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你　就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提　就到這裡　我真心願意讓她替我愛你

作詞：黃祖蔭　作曲：Tommy Wu　編曲：屠穎　演唱：田馥甄Hebe

cute MSN display pictures

2007年6月22日星期五

found some really cute MSN display pictures today. upload some of them to share with you guys :P

feel this blog become kind of YO diary :P always blog abt it. last time in Space always blog abt 4C05. guess i can only specialize, can't be generalize.

anyway, i think everyone in bass section took drug last night. everyone was so high in a weird way. Rayner was doing pizzicato in such a dancing style that he reminds me of Wai Lee. Benjamin was laughing so hard until he drooled [yucks]. Sandra suddenly made some funny commend when TKM was telling the sad war story regarding Tchaikovsky Marche Slave. she even used my scores as Tag Board and wrote things like "dear shufang, i have craving for carrot cake with chili"== I AM SURE I CAN DO ANYTHING ABT IT. shall write it on Rayner's score instead. but i think i will get scolded again if i did that. my score has become a wish list without me knowing =.=

it's really tiring to be conducted by TKM. he always make you stop before the phrasing ends, so there's always a sense of incompleteness, make rhsl even more tiring =(

juz one more month to go.... JiaYou !!

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
中午12:20

can't be bothered

2007年6月17日星期日

though i am really free during this holiday, and i know i shall spend the time get ready for CT2 /prelims/A'lvl, i simply can't get myself to be hardworking =.=lll on my way to be a slacker.別人的朝九晩五是早上8點上班,下午5點下班.偶速早上8點睡覺,下午5點起床,也算朝九晩五啦...

最近常常胃痛.可能跟經常空腹喝咖啡和奶茶有關...希望不會胃穿孔或胃潰瘍 =.=

YO is playing Yellow River now. It's quite an exciting piece. a bit too exciting for Ben coz he can't stop singing the tune. Moreover his singing is kind of irritating [non-stop]. sometimes feel like stuffing the rosin into his mouth =.=

Queen [TC]is finally back for rhsl. he said he got some skin problem so he was hospitalized AGAIN. we thought he went to Malaysia Jungle to feed the mosquitoes again. anyway, he is such a 脆弱的男人. 腳不好[風濕] , 身體不好[常生病], 現在手也不行了... 果然夠嬌弱,不愧是我們的 Queen 呀!

Yuze今晚去和RISE去紐約下禮拜日才會回來. 有趣的是其他要區紐約的人依然有來參加YO練習,只有他這個懶人翹了.為了報復他,我們決定推薦他當YO下一屆Student Exco的候選人.照理說,我們必須給幾個理由來說服別人來讓他當候選人.只是我們一直找不到好理由. 後來國王給我們看了Cello section 的推薦表格.我們才發現大家寫的理由都是一堆狗屁 == 所謂輸人不輸陣,我們也填了以下的理由來推薦偶們的宇晢王子:

1) He is tall
2)he is handsome
3) he is too sexy for this post [repeat 5 times by Dinah]
4)He is future bass SL [potentially]
5) He is Rayner's Descendant [both from RI, going RJ, under Ms Yeo. heard their playing style is quite alike too]

原本我還想寫要開始與傳承由Bass SL 當任 YO chairperson 的新傳統 [coz Rayner is in YO exco now, and he's the chair] , 以及確保少數民族 [bassists] 的福利....

...果然都是一堆廢話好在他們先把表格交了.不然就丟臉了 (笑)

SYF opening ceremony. Mrs Wong wants to send the whole YO to perform on stage. too bad it can't come true coz that very week happens to be all JC's CT week, so every JC student will be busy mugging and taking exams then. for bassists, only 3/8 is playing. It's quite stupid coz they actually recorded the music already. they juz want people to "pretend" they are playing. so the players dun have to know the piece well. they juz need to know the bowing well. you can juz play D string and do Vibrato on G string with the wooden part of the bow. nobody will figure out anyway =.=lll

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
凌晨3:56

in the state of 監介ness...

2007年6月11日星期一

after whatever happened on Thursday. the whole section feels very weird now. I dun dare to talk to him anymore. dunno what to say as well =.= though he still helped me whenever i got lost during the rhsl, I juz dunno what to say to him. in the end we didn't talk at all .... em... never face this kind of situation before. no idea how to solve this problem. It feels like cold war now =.=

anyway, Mrs Wong said she's going to change my bass this coming Thursday!!! FINALLY!!! she told me abt the changing of new bass a few months ago but never did it. At first she dun want to give it to me anymore aft Yuze told her I will be leaving for A'lvl at July. But coz Mr Lim wants her to give the new bass to the person with the best attendance, i got it !! HAHAHA [that's the only benefit for not poning YO rhsls] even if i can only own the bass for one month it's good enough for me, at least i am the first one to use it [i am going to write my name on it =P... if i won't get caught]

as said, I will be leaving YO for A'lvl after the 15 July concert, so do Dinah and Rayner. Sandra will be leaving for O's too. Dinah and Rayner most probably won't come back since Dinah wants to go oversea to study music and Rayner will be going for NS. Thus Mrs Wong is very worried abt the future of the Bass section [the TO bassists can't play at all, according to her]. So she's begging Rayner to play for the August concert and ask me to play the Dec concert [he's not asked for the Dec concert coz his A'lvl ens on 25 Nov and mine ends on 15 Nov. The concert will be on 29 Nov]. Though I think i may play for it, I hope i can still rmb how to play bass by then =.= guess i won't be practicing it when the A's draws nearer... only 2 weeks to get ready for the concert too!! maybe i will demote myself to last desk by then xS

the other good news is that Mrs Wong promises me that she won't kick me out even aft I go to University [also becoz YO is very lack of players now... bassists, Violists, Woodwinds and Brasses]... and i can get my new bass back once i return to YO [Ben or Tedson may want to use it for rhsl/concerts during our exam break. Yuze is going to use Rayner's 13k bass..haha] can also enjoy the free bass lesson [though Ms Yeo increases the fee by $20/lesson... it's still cheaper that other bass tutors lah]

However, I still have not decided whether i am going to stay in YO or not. personally, i think the future is full of changes, and i would rather not to think abt it now. I dunno if i am going to stay in Singapore for Uni or going oversea. I dunno what major i am going to take in Uni, or which Uni i am aiming for. the only thing i know is, 船到橋頭自然直, i juz do my best for now and A's. the rest, i will leave the God to decide and take care of it.

Amen.

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
清晨5:26

As a Section..

2007年6月9日星期六

something horrible happened yesterday.

Dinah was drawing King's pic on Ben's new score, and wrote : Rayner is watching you

Sandra saw it and thought it's funny. So she took Rayner's score and asked Dinah to draw all of us on his score, and wrote : We are watching you.

After seeing the score, Rayner took my score as revenge.

However, during the rhsl, he played some parts wrongly. i looked at him and was quite amused that he actually came in at the wrong place.

Then he was very angry with me, said I am the first girl he wanted to point middle finger to, and i distracted him with the score, that's why he came in wrongly, and i still dare to laugh....

I was really angry with him then. I almost wanted to shout back at him but can't coz rhsl is still going on. So i told him that he had no right to scold me. First, it's not my idea to draw on his score, it's not me who draw on his score, and it's not me who took his score to draw. Secondly, it's not my fault that he played wrongly. I even did my job to look at him and hint him that he play wrongly. So I really dunno why is he angry with me for.

The argument eventually paused coz the bass had another entry. I was so angry that for the rest of the rhsl, i turned my back against him and refused to look at him again.

I guess our fight scared everyone in the section. All of them juz looked at us fighting, dun dare to ask anything abt it.

It's aft my angry level had fallen and i made a funny face to Dinah, then Sandra dared to ask me why was he scolding me for. She told me to heck care abt it. coz i played no part in that incident.

aft the whole rhsl, he finally apologized to me. then he said he felt that aft 3 yrs of playing together, he dun understand why are we always ostracizing him. Everytime he came near us, we will all look at him at stop whatever gossip sessions we have. And we always make fun of him such as this score incident.

I was quite shocked he say that to me. and he looked like he is going to cry soon. to me, we are already starting to accept him as part of our group. though it is not so obvious and quite slow, but at least we are all trying. We even invited him to go out with us or play bridge with us. It's him who can't make it at the last min without informing us. It's him who always insult us. then now suddenly he wants to join us.

Personally i thought the score incident is juz mean for a joke. and i think he is over-reacting... Dinah drew on Ben's score too and she always vandalize my scores too. Sandra juz thought it's funny to let him take part in it. And he's not the only one we bully. We also give horrible names to Ben, Tedson, make fun of Dinah, Sandra Yuze and I. And he's not the only guy we ostracise. We ostracize queen too.

At the end of the talk, I asked Sandra to explain the whole incident, and the whole section surrounded we, explained our motive and shared what they thought. It's the first time we are dealing problem as a section, including the king.

well, it's time to think how can we show our friendliness towards the king and make him feel we are including him now =.=

*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
凌晨12:05

.淑.芳.

Break The Silence

Your Journey Does Not End Here

Never Forget Your Thank Yous

Rewind