過去 已經過去 眼前 你要珍惜 Ham~~如果她願意
替我愛你 就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心 善解人意 她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你 就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提 就到這裡 我真心願意讓她替我愛你
2007年6月9日 星期六
something horrible happened yesterday.
Dinah was drawing King's pic on Ben's new score, and wrote : Rayner is watching you
Sandra saw it and thought it's funny. So she took Rayner's score and asked Dinah to draw all of us on his score, and wrote : We are watching you.
After seeing the score, Rayner took my score as revenge.
However, during the rhsl, he played some parts wrongly. i looked at him and was quite amused that he actually came in at the wrong place.
Then he was very angry with me, said I am the first girl he wanted to point middle finger to, and i distracted him with the score, that's why he came in wrongly, and i still dare to laugh....
I was really angry with him then. I almost wanted to shout back at him but can't coz rhsl is still going on. So i told him that he had no right to scold me. First, it's not my idea to draw on his score, it's not me who draw on his score, and it's not me who took his score to draw. Secondly, it's not my fault that he played wrongly. I even did my job to look at him and hint him that he play wrongly. So I really dunno why is he angry with me for.
The argument eventually paused coz the bass had another entry. I was so angry that for the rest of the rhsl, i turned my back against him and refused to look at him again.
I guess our fight scared everyone in the section. All of them juz looked at us fighting, dun dare to ask anything abt it.
It's aft my angry level had fallen and i made a funny face to Dinah, then Sandra dared to ask me why was he scolding me for. She told me to heck care abt it. coz i played no part in that incident.
aft the whole rhsl, he finally apologized to me. then he said he felt that aft 3 yrs of playing together, he dun understand why are we always ostracizing him. Everytime he came near us, we will all look at him at stop whatever gossip sessions we have. And we always make fun of him such as this score incident.
I was quite shocked he say that to me. and he looked like he is going to cry soon. to me, we are already starting to accept him as part of our group. though it is not so obvious and quite slow, but at least we are all trying. We even invited him to go out with us or play bridge with us. It's him who can't make it at the last min without informing us. It's him who always insult us. then now suddenly he wants to join us.
Personally i thought the score incident is juz mean for a joke. and i think he is over-reacting... Dinah drew on Ben's score too and she always vandalize my scores too. Sandra juz thought it's funny to let him take part in it. And he's not the only one we bully. We also give horrible names to Ben, Tedson, make fun of Dinah, Sandra Yuze and I. And he's not the only guy we ostracise. We ostracize queen too.
At the end of the talk, I asked Sandra to explain the whole incident, and the whole section surrounded we, explained our motive and shared what they thought. It's the first time we are dealing problem as a section, including the king.
well, it's time to think how can we show our friendliness towards the king and make him feel we are including him now =.=
*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
凌晨12:05