過去 已經過去 眼前 你要珍惜 Ham~~如果她願意
替我愛你 就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心 善解人意 她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你 就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提 就到這裡 我真心願意讓她替我愛你
2007年6月11日 星期一
after whatever happened on Thursday. the whole section feels very weird now. I dun dare to talk to him anymore. dunno what to say as well =.= though he still helped me whenever i got lost during the rhsl, I juz dunno what to say to him. in the end we didn't talk at all .... em... never face this kind of situation before. no idea how to solve this problem. It feels like cold war now =.=
anyway, Mrs Wong said she's going to change my bass this coming Thursday!!! FINALLY!!! she told me abt the changing of new bass a few months ago but never did it. At first she dun want to give it to me anymore aft Yuze told her I will be leaving for A'lvl at July. But coz Mr Lim wants her to give the new bass to the person with the best attendance, i got it !! HAHAHA [that's the only benefit for not poning YO rhsls] even if i can only own the bass for one month it's good enough for me, at least i am the first one to use it [i am going to write my name on it =P... if i won't get caught]
as said, I will be leaving YO for A'lvl after the 15 July concert, so do Dinah and Rayner. Sandra will be leaving for O's too. Dinah and Rayner most probably won't come back since Dinah wants to go oversea to study music and Rayner will be going for NS. Thus Mrs Wong is very worried abt the future of the Bass section [the TO bassists can't play at all, according to her]. So she's begging Rayner to play for the August concert and ask me to play the Dec concert [he's not asked for the Dec concert coz his A'lvl ens on 25 Nov and mine ends on 15 Nov. The concert will be on 29 Nov]. Though I think i may play for it, I hope i can still rmb how to play bass by then =.= guess i won't be practicing it when the A's draws nearer... only 2 weeks to get ready for the concert too!! maybe i will demote myself to last desk by then xS
the other good news is that Mrs Wong promises me that she won't kick me out even aft I go to University [also becoz YO is very lack of players now... bassists, Violists, Woodwinds and Brasses]... and i can get my new bass back once i return to YO [Ben or Tedson may want to use it for rhsl/concerts during our exam break. Yuze is going to use Rayner's 13k bass..haha] can also enjoy the free bass lesson [though Ms Yeo increases the fee by $20/lesson... it's still cheaper that other bass tutors lah]
However, I still have not decided whether i am going to stay in YO or not. personally, i think the future is full of changes, and i would rather not to think abt it now. I dunno if i am going to stay in Singapore for Uni or going oversea. I dunno what major i am going to take in Uni, or which Uni i am aiming for. the only thing i know is, 船到橋頭自然直, i juz do my best for now and A's. the rest, i will leave the God to decide and take care of it.
Amen.
*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
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