過去 已經過去 眼前 你要珍惜 Ham~~如果她願意
替我愛你 就讓她替我跟你鬥嘴鬧情緒
聽你說她很細心 善解人意 她真的比我更適合你
讓她愛你 就讓她替我陪你熱鬧或孤寂
抱歉的話別再提 就到這裡 我真心願意讓她替我愛你
2008年5月17日 星期六
in the state of self hatred.
think i failed in everything.. leadership, public relationship, family relationship...
i am turning into someone whom i dun recognize.
i feel i am so far away from the section now. it seems to have a lot of things going on but i am always the last one to know about them. and i hate to be the last one to know what's going on around me.
start to understand how the king used to feel last time. but at least he got his RI friends to accompany him then. but for me, the bass section is my everything in yo. without them, i dun have anything anymore.
if got promoted means have to separate from all of you, then i wish i have never been promoted.
it is so hard to find the right attitude to face all of them now. can't be too slack coz have the responsibility as a SL. but too serious then they will think i am trying to be dao since i am the SL now... i bet i am juz not the born-leader type. *sigh*
maybe it was about time to leave... dunno how much longer can i hang on in this state.
time to find a new place where i can belong to.
*帶著面具的小丑下台一鞠躬*
晚上9:55